So yes, the room is messy before and after, and I haven't gotten any pictures up on the walls yet. But the point is, it is painted, and all the outlet and switch covers are even back on! It's a whole lot brighter in there now.
I am trying really hard to stop procrastinating. I am getting stuff done, not avoiding things. I tidy the house when I have a few minutes. I answer most emails in a timely fashion. I want to add that I painted the room even though I was working on the school fundraiser AND soccer intake.
I am trying really hard - and I feel a lot better not having things weigh on me. I just have to remind myself of that. It's better to deal with the crappy stuff right away, otherwise it just sits there on my shoulders. I have even become a little more blunt. If that was even possible.
As a leader - no I didn't choose to be a leader, but I am one of those people that just gets themselves into leading things because other people won't - I was very reluctant. I would be wishy washy, and I HATE it when people are like that, so it made me angry at myself. I decided that if I am going to lead, whether I wanted to or not, I will be firm and decisive. Who cares if people don't think I am nice? The husband said just last night that I am too nice anyway and nice doesn't get shit done.
So there it is, Just Doing It, my new motto. I may not be doing it perfectly, but its good enough, and unless someone is paying me for perfect, good enough is good enough for me.
