It stared with grocery shopping, I put it off for 2 days. We had enough food in the house, as long as you were willing to eat what was there and not what you wanted. I finally got groceries today, but I didn't even have a list so who knows if I got what we needed. I bought milk, and we probably need bread instead. I did get fruits and veggies, so at least we won't get scurvy.
I need new slippers and some track pants, so I tried to go out today and get those off my list, and I just couldn't do it. I had no desire to buy stuff. What is wrong with me??? I love to shop! It's like a fun hobby, as long as I don't spend too much. Sometimes even buying boring stuff like groceries is enough to fill my retail therapy.....but not this week. I just didn't care.
I must have some sort of flu, like the bird flu or the bored housewife flu. Hopefully it doesn't last because I really do need those slippers. I wear my inserts in my slippers around the house and my latest pair is falling apart. Maybe I'm just done because I know I have the sleep study next week and I have given up on trying to stay awake and motivated.
I just hope it's over soon. What happens when I want something pretty and have no desire to get it?? Then what. Then I become one of those bored housewives that starts watching daytime TV and gets wrapped up in soap opera's and eating bon bons all day, that's what. Then I'll start wearing ugly sweat pants - not even cute ones - eating ice cream out of the container and talking to myself....more. Yes, I hope it's the flu. My husband even asked if I was feeling ok last night - and he never asks that when I am napping. He just assumes that I'm tired and took a nap, last night I was completely out of it. If I'm not feeling better by the weekend, I may need an intervention of some sort. Or maybe a hot holiday!
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