I spend a lot of time actually exercising, but the eating right, I haven't got that down just yet. I eat all sorts of healthy stuff, but I just really like food. It's yummy! And the things that I love seem to be really bad for me. Don't get me wrong, I love salad and veggies, fruits and yogurts. But I really love ice cream...it calls my name when it's in the house. I also really love it when other people make me food, like restaurants.
I love going to a restaurant all by myself, with a book, and eat what I want to eat, and not have to worry about how long it will take to make and cleaning up after myself. I love my lunches alone. I find that being alone is so relaxing. I just read my book, and take as long as I want. I get to choose where I go, at what time, and stay as long as I want to. Eating with other people is always so noisy! They insist on talking while I'm eating! My husband and the kids are the worst! I know it sounds terribly antisocial, but I think I need more down time, or alone time than most people.
Back to the eating right and stuff. I do worry about all that, but I also know that life without pleasure is not worth living. I like to eat, so I do. I actually am one of those rare people (especially given my size) that love to exercise. It makes me feel good and powerful. Exercise is something that I can do to make myself healthier. I love to run and lifts weights, I love to swim, play soccer and push my body further and further. One day, hopefully not anytime soon, I will die. I will be happy that I was happy with myself, ate all that ice cream and worked my ass off at the gym and on the soccer field. I don't think I will regret anything. Maybe I will worry a little less and push myself just a little bit more. That'll even it all out.....right??
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