Am I stressed out?

I think my worst quality is my complete inability to read myself. I have perioral dermatitis around my mouth - and an eye twitch that have been hanging around for about 3 weeks! The dermatitis is like small pimples only they NEVER go away. I have been trying a glycolic acid, but so far, it's still there. I have looked up the eye twitch on the internet and everything I find comes back with an answer that I am tired and/or stressed.

Well I know I am tired, I am always tired, but am I stressed? I'm not sleeping well, the fist 2 weeks of school have been a bit hectic, but is that enough to make my eye twitch constantly for 3 weeks?

I am such a pain in the ass, I won't go to the doctor until I think things are bad. He'll probably tell me that the twitch will go away and he'll give me antibiotics for the dermatitis....but then I'd have to take time out of my busy schedule to go see him. I know - I am a stay at home Mom, but I swear, I do more now than I ever did when I was working. I am a stay at home Mom who is never at home. I think I am afraid to be home too long because the fact that I can nap is overwhelmingly tempting. Then I'd never get anything done.

So I come back to the question, why is it so hard to read myself? Maybe I am too hard on myself because I expect more from me. Sometimes I am a bit slow to realize that I have taken on too much and I just need to relax. Sometimes I have a week where a few days are hectic and that stresses me out so much that I can't relax on the days that aren't hectic. Ok, I get it, I am stressed out. Thank goodness this is a short school week, Thursday is the REALLY hectic day and then I have a 3 days weekend. Now I just need to calm down and take it day by day......can someone remind me to do that please?