198!!!

Yup - 198 this morning on the scale.  May I just say that I am amazing!

All that portion control....even at DQ...and the exercise is really paying off!  I've also decided to play up a few games in soccer, so I have 3 this week.  It'll hurt, but it will be worth it!

I bought new jeans the other day and I am the same size I was in high school, which is weird because I am quite a bit heavier now.  I guess I am just muscle bound now and back then I was soft.  I was never into sports or anything that was physically demanding, but now, I love all of that stuff!  It makes me feel so strong and powerful.  I actually need to go out and get exercise, like a food craving, only better for me!

Next week my sister and I are off on our annual adventure get away - the Sky Trek and white water rafting.  The kids are going with us, and they love this stuff too.  It's a good thing, otherwise I'd still go and leave them at home.  I get such an adrenaline rush off that stuff.  Just like I do when I run, score a goal or lift weights.  At least I am addicted to something that is good for me!